I did it again; www.blooger.com. =.=
It's been quite a while since I realised how fun being in a boys school was. I know, the question on whether a same gender school or a co-ed school is better has been a very popular debate topic (and one which is known to always go nowhere). But yeah, speaking from someone who has been in both, maybe my judging will be a lot more rational.
Guys (or girls) might tell me that co-ed is better. Why? The relationships, etc, etc. True, you might have the opposite gender to chase around, that's why i ALWAYS stress on perspective. I don't think that way. I'd rather not burden myself over whether this girl like me, whether she has a crush on me, whether I should make a move. I know better. Anyway, back to same gender schools, if I could describe it in one word it would be: Fun. Real fun in a crazy way. I daresay more crazy than in a pure girl school. I've always asked, what happens if you get to a school full of testosterone?
And that's where I link it to the topic. This ain't no essay, but yeah. In a boy's school, it's very unholy there. LOL. In a dirty way.
You can't pass a day where there are non-obscenities in class, either it's just plain crude language or obscenities. But why? I can say because well, it's all dudes. Welcome to reality at a boy's school. What 'foul' thing you do can be understood, because they're boys too. Do some stupid thing, and instead of being given glares and stares, the whole class starts blurting out in laughter or either some idiot will yell some retort at you. Tell one a dirty thing, get one in return xD
You wouldn't want to know what I call my buds in school. Very naughty stuff.
But come on, it's all play. I'm not sure about you, but a lot of jokes are actually dirty, obscene ones. But here's the misconception: we are dirty minded.
Dirty minded? More like open minded! Okay, so we talk a deal about sexuality. Who doesn't? It's part and parcel of growing up. But we don't talk about DOING it, no, we make stupid jokes. Like what I like to threaten my friends with...example: "Sweep the class or not you will be less endowed by 1 cm (an altered clean version of what I say)"
By nature we teenagers are growing up, hence we tend to turn to more dirty jokes. Naughty stuff. Those who don't, well, maybe you haven't grown up. To me this is all a phase where teenagers go through. But there must be limits. Of course! I ALWAYS HAVE A LIMIT. I don't go simply tell other people about dirty stuff. Yes, because it might be disrespectful.
Respect for others. Yes, that's my limit. Okay, I have to admit. I'm a little dirty minded, but nobody's a clean slate. But you can't expect everyone to be so innocent. Yes, many people would find it very offending to be dirty, That's the norma of society. That's why I limit this open-mindedness to people to whom I can trust has that equal amount of crazyness and open-mindedness as me. When I wanna talk fun trash, I know who I can talk to. That's why to some people when i get excited I don't talk those stuff. Either the fact I'm afraid that you will be offended by what I say, or maybe you're just the opposite gender, and you will not understand my crazyness in this matter. It's awkward to say those stuff to girls as jokes. On a light note, yeah. It's not that I don't trust my friends who are girls with this open-mindedness, it's just I know it will be inappropriate to speak of those stuff to you, and I'm being more of a normal person to you. I can be serious, but everyone has a wild wacky, dirty side to them, its just how people express it.
In the end, I keep my dirtyness to my buds and myself..I'm not dirty minded to the extent of everything I do relates to it. There's a fine line between saying and doing. And in reality I just play along with the fact that people make jokes about them, please don't think of me as a corrupted soul, I'm just like you after all.
Unholy Touch
Posted by EvaLuna at 4:22 AM 0 comments
Rabies
I accept the challenge of being tagged like a f***nut :D
Be honest, who is the easiest person in your life to talk to?
Myself. Serious.
How did you wake up this morning?
Got annoyed by mum over and over again. She's not my alarm clock, but today I HAD to wake up early and I forgot to.
When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
Sometime this week
What's the weather like outside?
A normal dark night
Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
Underwear, teeth, catch phrases, diseases (rabies), etc.
What was the last thing you bought?
Food.
Want someone back in your life?
If you consider pets as 'someone', then yes
How fast does your mood change?
Extremely abruptly. I can be very serious, then become a psychotically crazy xD
What do you want for your next birthday?
Not sure
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Nothing really much to dislike..playing RO, no one is online T.T
Is there something from your past you hate talking about?
Yes..the embarassing things i did
How old do you wish you are when you die?
I never look that way.
What does your hair look like?
Now, it's really messed up, and I don't give a damn about it.
Last person you saw other than your family?
The guard at the guardhouse LOL
Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
Party
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not everything. I can never tell anyone everything. o.O
Who was the last girl friend you talked to not including family?
It's a rabbit.
Who was the last guy friend you talked to not including family?
Joe
Are you afraid of losing the last person who texted you?
Guess that's Connie. Yeah, I can't imagine losing her.
Is there someone that makes you happy everytime you see them?
Yeah..
Would you rather date someone with a British accent or and Irish accent?
Irish..they're more interesting
Who was the first person you thought of this morning?
Joe because he was the first nut that texted me that he was gonna be late =.=
Have you ever thought something would work out, but didn't?
Yes
Was this week good?
So-so
Do you have a bad habit?
my worst: biting nails
Can you sleep in jeans?
Nah..it's kinda uncomfortable
Are you happy with life right now?
It's alright
Someone that can always make you laugh.
Irsyad, the fag.
When is the last time you touched drumsticks?
long time ago
Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Hmm..ask me when I'm eighteen and less mature.
Who would make you happy right now?
Some bugger who would accompany me in RO NOW!
Random stuff:
I always type 'www.blooger.com' instead of 'www.blogger.com'. Blooger is good. I like blooger.
Who ever lays eyes on this, you are tagged. You don't do it, rabies shall befall you, and you will get rabies and be like the zombies from L4D.
So do it.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Posted by EvaLuna at 8:18 AM 0 comments
As Promised
This is the hardest song on GH3, on medium:
Through The Fire and Flames - Dragonforce
I got 89% only, 3 stars T.T Mind the flashes though, hope you don't get seizures :S
Yes, it is amazingly hard to get perfect timing..but it can be said that I can fully play medium, so I moved on to the next level, Hard.
Hard is VERY much different compared to medium. The charts are a lot more complicated, you have to use 5 BUTTONS and of course, the hammer-ons. I'll explain later. I'll show you how hard is, here is the same song as earlier, Stricken by Disturbed, only this time in Hard. It'll show you the differences between Medium and Hard. Sorry bout the crappy volume, blast any more and my mum will kill me.
And this song, whenever i try playing it, always makes me cry...you'll know why:
This'll be the last of the videos..I havent been blogging lately, have been playing most of the time. It's not that I don't wanna blog, it's just the appeal was not there then..maybe now I find some interesting stuff I wanna talk about.
There's nothing much to talk about school..every day I ride school via train back and forth..only thing interesting is that I freaking sleep there. Yes, I sleep there. Sometimes things could get a bit embarassing. Why? Well, sometimes when you sleep upright, your head swings from left to right. Many times I had my head tilted only to quickly upright it again LOL. Lucky I didnt hit the person next to me with my head, even so, the action of drooping my head suddenly must have gave them a scare :D. Most of the times I sleep at the part of the seat where there is a partition beside me. So when I sleep upright, a lot of times my head banged on the partition. I can't remember my head ever drooping there, god knows why it happened. At least that isn't THAT embarassing,,I've seen people sleep in the train with their mouths completely open! A super looper right in the mouth just nice for some flies to enter. I haven't seen anyone snore in the train, though. Once I was going back with my friend. I fell asleep. Only did I know today he took a pic of me sleeping. =.= I deleted it A.S.A.P when I got hold of his phone. Please, there is nothing worth watching in seeing me sleep..Maybe I might just get up and smack somebody, and I'll blame the fact that I'm sleepwalking.
The exam that just ended, to me, was utter rubbish. Another lousy monthly exam planted by my oh-so-apek Headmaster who loves exams so much. Cut us some slack, man. The exams were crap because each paper wasn't the full paper, it was barely half the paper. Could you imagine the number of questions? Take English for example. It only had comprehension and summary. Total marks? 25. One mistake led to a deduction of marks. What a piece of crap. And it's SUBJECTIVE writing, no one could get a perfect 100/100. Plus, you know how the marking scheme is. Overly rigid. That's the problem with the English in Malaysia. They don't allow leniency in language. Another rubbish point. That's the problem with the English in M'sia. Not only English, other subjects too. Too freaking stiff. Stiff until people think stiffly. People lack creativity in thinking SO much these days.
I ask people on how to draw a square with three lines, they can't do it. See?! Not creative at all! How much dirt is there in a hole of dimension 2x2x2, they tell me 8. Is there any dirt in a hole??
Anyway, for English i got a freaking 68. And I was pissed at what a crappy paper it was. So I managed to fight for 4 marks, only to have it taken away. My friend who had the same point with me but didn't get correct complained to teacher. The teacher said I might be wrong too. The first friend, knowing it might cost me wrong, kept mum but some OTHER idiot friend went and told teacher so openly, 'Teacher, Marc got wrong', then snatched the paper from me and showed it to teacher, and thus, she marked me wrong. I was furious, pissed, on fire, all of the above, etc, etc. I left the place, went back to my seat, not without a mini-kick to the chair on the way. Using my anger management skills, i cooled myself down. No argument, no name calling. I just made myself calm. But still, I was so sore. It's not like he was doing for the greater good, no, that idiot made it as though he purposely did it to 'kenakan' me, to hit me at a point. He's always like that.
I know I should be honest. Yes. That's why I'm not angry at him. Initially I was. But then, no. It's not that I was gonna lie and hide I got wrong. You have to trust me when that teacher said I might be wrong, I was scared. Scared of being wrong. The first friend had turned discreet. But I know I should get the wrong and let him be correct, the first friend be correct. But when someone else comes in and makes you get wrong with the intention of wanting to make you wrong, you cannot help to feel a volcanic rage. I forgave him in like 5 mins. Because I realised that without him, maybe I wouldn't have been corrected. I'd rather be honest. Let me get the wrong. I never lie when it comes to exams.
Why am I so much like this? Well, I'm not over-competitive, but I have a rival in class, and usually we compete in class. The English paper was quite a crucial paper.
Till the next time
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Posted by EvaLuna at 11:56 PM 0 comments